So recently I’ve decided not to set myself up anymore. I decided that loving myself was much better than loving all that anger, sadness, & bullshit I was going through with my ex. I know it’ll be hard.. And I do miss having someone there, but I have to learn to live my life without him. I thought that all that fighting would resolve things, but we were only getting ourselves into deeper shit. I’m so much stronger than I thought I would’ve been without him. I thought that I’d never get used to him being around.. but honestly, I’m fine right now. Time to live MY life. Time to put myself before you.